Yuki's WORLD

I didn’t do anything but they want me to take the blame. I maybe younger than them but is it right to just obey and obey to what ever they told me. For some they might say yes for the sake of keeping a good relationship with your seniors but is it really that right?..For me, I don’t think so. The thing that i hated most is to be blame of something that i’m not responsible of. I’s crazy,stupidity, idiocracy..All i can say is NO!

Doing things beyond your line of responsibilities makes me sick..and when i got in trouble they all the blame will be levied by me. I want to be useful but i don’t want to be abused….but what to do i can’t say no…im just so little compared to them. what voice do i have to be heard…scratch…a tiny scratch that only me can hear…sick of it..sick of all this…wanna get out of her but where do i go…i have a choice but i can’t…i can’t do it.. there are lot of people who will be affected…i wan’t to be selfish..but my conscience doesn’t allow me…..sick of it

Been working so hard and yet they never honored my efforts.Even a little appreciation or just a slight tapped in my back. Nothing…i feel so dissappointed with myself..for getting through all that hardwork and yet it just go to waste..I no longer know what to do and where am i supposed to be. Can’t find a place to position myself. I’m lost….displaced

don’t tell me you’re just gonna leave me without saying goodbye…

Even one single message..none

cruel are you.

THE GUY...

I never imagined that he will show up that day but he did. It’s weird.

I liked him but not that much. I think of him but not too much.

But to what he did I was so so touched.

THE OTHER GUY…..

Actually, i was thinking of another guy to popped up to that door that special day but that was all in my imagination. I been imagining that the same thing for the past 4 years but i always get disappointed  every time that day would passed and he will never show up. Crazy i may be but i never get tired of imagining, wondering….hoping. Hoping that someday it will be him and me.

Everytime i ride a jeepney my eyes wonders around looking for him at those familiar places where i remember his presence. For all these years i really missed him. i had learned to banned him from my thoughts but after sometime that strategy won’t work anymore. He’s keep on playing around my head that i can no longer concentrate on my other concerns, especially my work. I noticed that everytime that I’m so hook up with him I always mess-up. Indeed… he really rocked my world after all these years.

THE GUY..

He’s neutral…amazing…genius..a good listener but very lousy adviser. He doesn’t care what people thinks about him. He’s messy and childish sometimes. He likes to hangout with us girls but I’m very sure he’s not gay.

He’s my personal critic but never judge me for what i am.

To make the story short, he’s just one of my friends. Nothing is so special the way i look at him.

TURNING POINT

THE OTHER GUY: That day again I was disappointed for not seeing him. On that day then, I decided. I will stop seeking for him. I will stop thinking about him.

THE GUY: I never expected anything form him. In fact he never slipped into my mind that day. The next day, we had a conversation. It’s just a casual hi-hello talk..and then he says something…….

I don’t know what happened after I heard what he has to say…it was mixed emotions. I don’t know how to express it but all i can say…it made me smile.

Red: Everywhere i look i can see red: Red hearts, red cupids, red male, red female. Every postings in the wall connects to me and saying that it’s Valentines day: Month of love. Month of Love indeed:only for couples, but for loveless as i am do i really have to celebrate?

Many expectations arises in my head everytime this day is approaching…many situations build up into my imaginations but none of them hascame to reality.I always imagining myself being surprised by my crush…at that day he will finally propose. but then i will realized with disappointment…wake up Ruthchel you’re only dreaming..asa ka pa eh….hopeless ka na gid yah…

why did we end up like this?
can you please tell me why
Cause i really need to know
My mind is so sick of thinking the reasons behind

I been trying to approach you
but you seem to avoid me
tell me…please tell me…
these past few days became horrible
because you been ignoring me
I don’t know what to do already
where did i go wrong…
please tell me….
If you have problems with me…
please tell me…
Whatever it is…please just tell me..
no matter how it hurts…at least tell me..

hay super dissappointed gid q ya subong nga week ah…feeling ko disaster ang exams ko pati na reportings…tapos…tapos…i hate you!!!.you are so flirty….masyado kang maraming babae…..so….itry q na gid na iforget ka….indi ta na ka pagsapakon…..for my own sake….

Finally the time has come to prove that we are not just an ordinary team rather the “THE BEST AMONG THE REST,” In the end we are the only team to remain on the top in the game where “ONLY THE STRONG WILL SURVIVE.”

I’m very happy for us team….last night i almost cried because of the overwhelming joy i felt knowing that we finally got in the championship….GO TEAM!!!! WE CAN MAKE IT!!!!